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Tuesday, September 23, 2014
Tonight I read and stare at pictures and posts of you guys. I wonder if I would've been in it too if I was there. All of you looks so happy. After passing the boards, we we're given the right of passage to the working world with only few opportunities to a handful of hopefuls. I know I'm lucky to be able to continue a post grad degree, but I admit it's not as good without any of you here. Tonight I'm feeling all nostalgic. Browsing through your posts, and reading each of your struggles with finding jobs, and being bored at home, I envy you.As I see you guys blossom sailing through the waves, I see myself getting dulled a few notch down. As I'm sucked within the endless pages of medicine, I see you all enjoying the outside world together without a care in the world. I see you guys blossom even just through your posts. I see all of you growing and just having fun with it together. Sometimes I wonder if you'll still be my friends when I get back. Will you still treat me the same or will we have gone distant? Or will it be me who have changed?
I wasn't able to be close with all of you guys.. But still, we were all part of each others lives. I miss everything. I miss being excited to go to class just to have lunch with my friends. I miss staring blankly at the corners of the classroom. I miss chatting and getting crazy at small things. I miss all the little quirks and sudden bursts of laughter. I miss how we are all connected with each other's lives. I miss everything. I miss the simplicity of life back then. But this is life. We'll be going through different paths. We'll be making mistakes. We'll even be railroaded by life. And why am I even writing this speech? LOL! Nostalgia.
9:33 AM
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